In The End of The Year 2025 : Religious and Spirituality

I've got very long journey to knew my self. to know my potension. to maximize the small thing in me . Made some trips, tried a lot of thing, met a new characters of humans, asked many questions about life, also about what really wanted by Allah in my tragedy. So long, so many, so deep, but so calm . . . . PART I OF MY JOURNEY : THERE'S A LOT OF BEAUTIFUL PLACE WHERE MAKE YOU BEAUTIFUL . A GOOD TRIP WITH GOOD PARTNERS MAKE A GOOD VIBES. The early of the year I explored Batu, Malang with mom. From this moment, I know that there's a lot of beautiful place in Batu where effordable to explore. Then I have trip to Magelang and Jogja with my partners (Bu tiara and Bu Fira). Very effort but Very amazing fun. From this part I saw my picture and realized that I'm still young and prettier in my age. I found my confident. In April, I have family meeting in Banyuwangi and realized that that place are so natural, so green, and so pure. I really want to go there again one day. In Juny, We wanted to filled pur energy with ocean's vibes, so we've go to beach in Tulungagung with mom. And in the same month. We've got trip ini Surabaya. City where I have my college for 7 years. This is so weird that I don't know that this city save some good place to release my teenage soul. In July, in my bad financial condition I still have desire to tried something that I dreamed when I'm child : playing zombie in real life. WKWKWK. I also explore some place in Batu with mom. and in the end of year of 2025, December, We've got crazy as 'buronan' to Semarang. with good research but short time we found some beautiful classic esthetic place. effordable, full of effort, full of blesses and helps from ALLAH, We MADE Our Holiday !! and from those plots, I love my self more, I feel prettier, Helthier, Welthier and potencial even I'm not that young ! :D . . . PART II OF MY JOURNEY : MUSCLES MUST BE LEARN TO BE YOUNG. There's a lot of sport that I've been tried. The sport really made me felt younger and prettier. I've tried archery, Profesional running, some move of gym technic like death lift and death hang, playing soccer with some children in my town, basketball of course even I've got very small increasing my skill, also kick boxing and what else , I can't remember anymore bcs I've been fun in those part of life. I love sport and excercise. that how I can felt that in my small part of cell they said that : "Rahma, you are younger than your teenage" . . . Part III OF MY JOURNEY : Spiritual and Religious. they are different but fulfilled each other. Spirituality without syariat is not complete love. Being spiritual will made you found your self because you know your Creator : Allah. Allah is the Biggest Energy Supply. and us, is part of Those energy. We all as Allah's creasion is very special with our own way. yes our own. we can make it by our self everything that we want. we just have to know the formula. and the most important formula is Release to ALLAH or in Islamic way is TAQWA. The thing that still being my homework to learn forever. The way to be that way is a good meditation, or in Islamic way is KHUSYU'. How beautiful those process. The process to understand your GOD. understand Allah as my TRUE LOVE. FOREVER. . . . and the end of this lesson is : life is learn. until we realise that we have nothing without Allah. . . This part is letter to Allah . Oh Allah , My Love. I know that you are my true love, my true energy, my everything. but let me feel your love power in your creation like my family and ... my new family , who's my future husband. I believe that Allah will give my mother and brother a good health and long life also Boni, Pica and Pico. Allah Will give me the best husband. Will give me solution in my financial and career. I let those dream to You , Allah. and give me a light to make it comes TRUE. Thank you Allah, I'm happy with you. You are my BELOVED, and will Love me no matter what. . . In the end of August, early September. Bonapretty was died. Rest in love Bona. You're Job is done. This is time for Pica Pico to feel our family love. Even Bona Boni Pica Pico are not mine, they belong to Allah :') Bismillah , in the name of Allah, 2026 will be better, everything going better, the dream will be come true . aamiin