THE LETTER for SUPERPOWER HERO, THE END OF THE YEAR OF 2023

 Assalamu'alaikum me ...

You've done great for every single minute in this world. Its okay to be sad. Its okay to lose someone precious in your life, because ALLAH knows that you already strong enough to stand with your own way. 

its okay .. 

this letter is for my best man in my life , AYAH SULISTYA

Assalamu'alaikum Ayah, this is me ... your daughter, your little princess, the one that you always trust that i'm good holy woman in your eyes ... Rakhmatul Binti Sulistya , the name that you gave to me because you believe about RAHMAT (love) from Allah. you 100% believe Allah loves you through me . wkwkkw such a funny thing for me but i do love the way you love me ayah . 

Thankyou for along year you have been perfect for. Everything that i talked to you , you obeyed to me. I followe you everywhere. hug you along way with our motorcycle. i slept in your arm most of time, watched sky together and became greatful to Allah. Thankyou for proud to me even the reality i was so bad to you, i was so bad living in my own life either yours... I am so sorry :' . Goodbye ayah in 21 July 2023 you back to ALLAH beautifuly ... so fast and so calm . A lot of people came to our home to say good bye and pray to you. its because you help a lot of people in whole your life, sincerely. You always have a lot of LOVE to shared for every single excistance, no matter how small, how poor, how stupid, how long,animal and plant they are. I'm proud of your HEART dad . I promise no one have big heart like yours because some people that you help also can do the same thing to you. Its okay, this is how Allah keep your pahala heavy in front of ALLAH :)

and everything changed after that time even I STILL CAN FEEL YOUR PRESENCE, YOU STILL EXIST in my heart, my mind, with BETTER WAY TO LIFE in barzakh. I know you are happy now ~

After ayah passed away, Allah gave us surprises like miracles which never stop. The rizqi also never stop to us. and those things are because of ALLAH through AYAH does. 

In Ramadhan 2023. We found that mami was sick even she never felt that sick. cancer . the one thing that must never be exist in this world. after mastectomy, mami must walk on with 6 times of chemotherapy which more pain in every single day. Allah knows best for this way. We give more love to mami and we realize that she's not fine like she looks like. She have been fight and struggled many years because of our financial condition, and those thing are not easy. Even we have been at peace for that situation and still felt blessed because WE CAN MADE OUR DREAM FAMILY : pray and hope together to ALLAH and getting closer EACH other. Actually , thats our hikmah, our riqzi, out of money ~

Its okay , we also have been accept those mami's situation because we can more  recognized cancer survivors, they all are strong, beautiful and no one can stop her accept their own cell. We also realize about leran more for HEALTHY LIFE and HELATHY MIND. In 2024 mami still do therapy : radiotherapy, we hope the cancer cell never comeback again, never exist again in our body. This is mami with her cheerful face like always :

AFTER THIS, IN THIS YEAR, we will make our dream come true, ayah dream come true , together, with healthy cell body, mind, and soul. with a lot of blesses, rizqi, and smile FROM ALLAH.

We will khusnudzon to our DESTINY, that everything will be okay and have a good ending. After realize that worries just spend our energy, our time, and our mind so now I JUST WANT TO BE POSITIVE TO OUR POSSIBILITY.

MINDSET is OUR ASSET that we can completely controled. 

its okay for failed result, because THIS LIFE IS JUST THE WAY WE MAKE OUR LIFE IN AKHIRAH, never too sad or to happy for this crazy world, just do with the best , with ALLAH's way.

thankyou Allah for 2023.

Alhamdulillah 

See you self in another beautiful story, in the moment that you make your dream come true. Hope that your DREAM and Allah's plans are SAME THING . aamiin